I might have alot of people who will hate me for what I’m about to say
but I can’t hold it inside.
I seem to have lost my way,
I can’t seem to find the light.
Let me tell you about a man I met.
He was tall, dark, and wore black.
He told me I shouldn’t get upset,
but I did and I can’t get back.
He told me things, and he romanced me.
I won’t lie, it did feel good
I felt free
in ways I never could.
People tell me about a different man.
One whose dressed in white.
They say he’s got big plans,
that I don’t have to fight.
The catch is things won’t happen right away
All in good time.
But for me it’s just another day
in my world, the sun never shines.
The difference between the two is quite simple.
One is evil, one is good.
If I favor one, the other becomes crippled.
in ways they never were.
So now the question is which path do I take?
when both of them are on my back.
I should consider this choice I’ll have to make
but the knowledge I need, I lack.
One is filled with empty promises
the other is pure
I’m so scared of many more losses
I’m afraid this broken heart can’t be cured.
So I guess I’ll just remain stagnant for now
One scar forms after another
I’m being filled with self doubt
Surrendering? I don’t know how.
There’s one question that still remains,
do I dance with death?
or do I release control of these binding chains?
I’m running out of breath.